2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: i use to hate mine but i don't know more 'cause now i know he loves me again

2004-07-16 ["Hers Always"]: mine is a selfish bastard, i try to tall my mom abou thow he cheats on her, and befoer i can say anything, he kicks me out of the house telling my mom i was caught smoking pot again which is a sack of crap because i don't do pot. and now, he's in te hospital cause he had a stroke, i don't want him dead....yet. i don't want to take in charge of his stoopid bar, i don't want to be the one responsible fo rtelling my mother about his other family, and i sure as hell don't want anymore time taken away from me and cat. wow.

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: sorry your lif is like that

2004-07-16 [Crimson Wolf]: *hugz everyone*

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: hmmmmmmmmmm*hair blows in the wind*

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: my dad is a fat selfish bastard.....abusive too. he is always blaming things on me. and he is always bringing me down. sometimes i wish that i never knew him......he is the one who always skrewsup my plans for my life. he is always in my way. my bf wants him dead too. *sighs* if my husband ever hit my kid i'd leave him right away......even if it was dillon...id have to leave.

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: me too

2004-07-16 [Crimson Wolf]: no gives hugz back :'(

2004-07-16 ["Hers Always"]: lol *hugs Crimson Wolf back akwardly*

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: *hugs back*

2004-07-16 ["Hers Always"]: i'd never be able to rais a fist a woman...much less a child. (unless the woman was attcking me then maybe... but theres still a very slim chance) *smiles at dee* our dad's are almost the same, only mine is afriad to hit me now, but he still hits my lil brother when i'm not around... and it pisses me off to no end when he makes my lil brother tell mum that he got the bruise from biking

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *hugz Crimson Wolf too*

2004-07-16 [Crimson Wolf]: YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-07-16 ["Hers Always"]: lol

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: i don't like people who beat other people my mom used to be that way but then i shoved her and she never did it again i in away my mom is hell to me sometimes

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: when my dad hits me i cant exactually defend myself, besides, id just get beat harder.

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: i'm sorry i don't let people beat me for there own injoyment

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: oh, i'd love to hit back, i just know that if i did he would probally end up killing me. i've found myself holding a kinfa and just wondering how it would feel to put it in his back. but then again i cant hurt ppl. \well i could,....but it just isnt me..i see it as, hey, i'll be gone in like 4 years, so if i can just put up with him for that much longer...........then there is times when i look at a knife and wonder if life is worth living. and i can tell you this, if it wasnt for [vash_159] i probally wouldnt be having this conversation with you.

2004-07-16 ["Hers Always"]: yea.. i know what you mean.

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: I never knew pandas would bring out peoples feeling this way...

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *laughs* yeah, lets blame the pandas.....hehehehe....no, its just i gess im comfortible talking about it here.

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: why's that

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: yeah talking about these things is good as long as you're with decent people :)

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: yup

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: i dont know, probally because im talking to a bunch of ppl i dont really know, and i need to get it off my chest. i havent been....myself lately. i guedss you could say. a bunch or stuff has happened, some of wich i havenot named, and so i've been going through a lot of shit and it hasnt been good for me, im usally the pereson who helps ppl, but lately i've been finding myself being the one who needs the help.

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: same here people say i'm acting different but its only 'cause i'm still scared inside wven though i don't show it

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: yeah, i used to where this mask, one where you couldnt ever tell i was sad or anything. and i hid my emitions and gradually they built up so muck i was either gonna explod of i had to let them out slowly....i choose the second one ^^

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: me too

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: alright im back. anyone miss me????? *hopes so*

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: i did i missed you ^^ hi

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: ME TOO! :D

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *feels loved* hey!! i missed you guys too!!

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: Woooooooooooooo!

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *feels loved too*

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *hugs Michael and Tanzi* now im hyper!!

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: *hugs back* YAY! HYPE HYPE HYPE!

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: *hugs dee and tanzi* yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ^^

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: *hugs hugs hugs hugs*

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]:

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: yahhhhhhhhhhh

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: *hugs flying panda*

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: yahhhhhhhhhhhhh weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*spins*yahhhhhhhhhhh

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: *jigs in circles (as ever)*

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *spreadswings and flys with the pandas!!!!* yeahhh!!

2004-07-16 [Shamera]: lol, flying with the pandas eh?

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: after all, i am an angel....

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: HORAY!!!!!!

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: yahhhhhhhhhhhhh weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*spins around with pandas*yahhhhhhhhhhh

2004-07-16 [Shamera]: lol i guess that works. lol

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: yup yup yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^^ yeah, i'm not as hyper now...i have a headake though...*rubs head*

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: yeah me tierd :(

2004-07-16 [I Heart Jason]: what time is it over there

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: here it is like 4:40 or so.

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: wow. Where you guys live?

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: us of a.........missouri

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: michael left, but he lives in the us too......washington.

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: It's nearly 11:00pm here (UK=Shit) I'm tierd, had to get up to go work this morning :(

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: kool!! i want to go to the uk!! oohhhh!!! maybe when i go i can visit you!!! that would be soo kool!!!!

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: yeah come on over lol. I wana move to da US for a change. UK is really really lame lol

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ohhh, we could trade lives for a year!! that would be kool....excpt you would get stuck with my dad........so i would rather you stay over there away from him........he is mean..

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: awww. My dads pretty stupid, he'd drag you off to the most shit places like garden centres lol. You learn to live with it after 17 years

2004-07-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: hahahaahhahahaahahah. a stupid dasd is better that an asshole of a dad.

2004-07-16 [Tanzi Took]: yeah probably, guess I wouldn't know. He seems to think he's guna be a millionaire next year, COOL! I just joined the blue rose wiki....HORAY!

2004-07-16 [Shamera]: it just turned 2:30 pm here

2004-07-17 [Channy]: Um, right now it's 10:10 Pm (FL) Lol, just thought I'd join in

2004-07-17 [Shamera]: yea its now 6 cause i said that at 2...oi

2004-07-17 [Channy]: Lol, where do you live Eiko? Arizona? o.O

2004-07-17 [Shamera]: O.O lmao...no

2004-07-17 [Channy]: Lol, I must go look at your page! AWAY!

2004-07-17 [Shamera]: *snikkers*

2004-07-17 [Channy]: A-Las-ka! huzzah!

2004-07-17 [Rain Kissed Angel]: hello ^^

2004-07-17 [Channy]: Heyaz

2004-07-17 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^,^

2004-07-17 [Channy]: Doing well? ^^ (Feels like being friendly)

2004-07-17 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *smiles* yeah, I'm doing ok. How about you?

2004-07-17 [Channy]: I am well! ^^ I'm going to get a parakeet o.O huzzah, my cat Link is going to eat it...I know it

2004-07-17 [Shamera]: yay their both well... and that poor poor parakeet

2004-07-17 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^^

2004-07-17 [Channy]: Lol, I will save you Mana *pets the pretty birdy

2004-07-17 [Shamera]: hehehe

2004-07-17 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^^

2004-07-17 [Shamera]: Oh and if anyone wants to make banners, feel free to do so!!!

2004-07-17 [Channy]: Oki doki heehee, Lol

2004-07-17 [Shamera]: lol ^^

2004-07-17 [Channy]: ^^ weee

2004-07-17 [I Heart Jason]: yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh^^

2004-07-18 [Shamera]: bamboo soup is good. ^^ yummy yummy

2004-07-18 [I Heart Jason]: i've never had it

2004-07-18 [Channy]: *dances around* It's ma burfday! it's ma burfday! ^^ Happy burfday to moI! XD lol. hmm..bamboo soup...sounds good. I like bamboo shutes, so a bamboo soup sounds good^^

2004-07-18 [Tanzi Took]: HAPPY BIRTHDAY [Channy]!!!!

2004-07-18 [I Heart Jason]: happy b-day channy

2004-07-18 [Crimson Wolf]: happy birthday Channy

2004-07-18 [I Heart Jason]: b-days are always fun well mine wasn't but lets not get into that

2004-07-18 [Shamera]: *gives channy a party hat*

2004-07-18 [Tanzi Took]: *puts on music*

2004-07-18 [I Heart Jason]: yahhhhhhhhhhhh *starts dancing* yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2004-07-18 [Shamera]: lmao *gets hit in the head with a flailing arm*

2004-07-18 [Tanzi Took]: *bobs up and down*

2004-07-18 [Shamera]: lmao

2004-07-18 [I Heart Jason]: yahhhhhhhhhhhhh weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*spins around with pandas*yahhhhhhhhhhh

2004-07-19 [Kyra Mcrea]: Hee hee

2004-07-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^^

2004-07-19 [I Heart Jason]: ^^

2004-07-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: i gots to go now!!! errr!! i'll trey to gets back on l8er!! bu-bye!!

2004-07-19 [I Heart Jason]: bye bye

2004-07-19 [Shamera]: bye

2004-07-19 [Channy]: Lol, thanks you guys^^ *hugs everybody, even the pandas Guardian spun with* ^^

2004-07-19 [Shamera]: n'p

2004-07-20 ["Hers Always"]: hehehe i've seen a panda in real life before, in china, they let us play with the cub. ^^

2004-07-20 [Magdalena Snow]: thats so freaking not fair! i'd hate you if i was a hating person

2004-07-20 ["Hers Always"]: lol hehe! ^^ i gotta find the pic of me with the cub... i put it somewhere

2004-07-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *giggles*

2004-07-20 [Magdalena Snow]: :P i wish i could go to china...or anywhere besides here

2004-07-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: me too. here is so boreing. where do you live? i live3 in mizery.

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: lol oh shush you... you know you like it here...with the trees and the wildlife

2004-07-20 [Crimson Wolf]: wheres the wild life *looks around*

2004-07-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: mizery has treese???? *looks outside* OMG!! we have treese!!!!!! *runs around in circles* ahhhh trees!!!

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: lol in alaska... mwaaa..

2004-07-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^^ i live in mizery......(missouri) *shivers* alaska cold!!

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: not really... its 95 degrees outside

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: at least on my back porch

2004-07-20 [Crimson Wolf]: *gets cold just by thinking about it*

2004-07-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: heheheheheh ^^

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: yea well.. i'm dying here...

2004-07-20 [Crimson Wolf]: so ur almost dead

2004-07-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: oh no!!!!!!! *grabs flieing panda and goes to alaska and brings you to mizery* phew! no moer dieing!!!!

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: O.O ...how hot is it there???

2004-07-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: i donno, it is inside. i dont think it is that hot though......i'd say like ahhhhh 70-85○

2004-07-20 [Crimson Wolf]: its 93 degrees outside

2004-07-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ekkk!!!

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: ok good... hell i'd be wherever you are CW cause its 95 like i said here!

2004-07-20 [Crimson Wolf]: how hot has it got there before?

2004-07-20 [Channy]: Meeehhh, try living in florida @.@ It sucks ass

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: its gotten to 98 and i think thats anchorages record.

2004-07-20 [Crimson Wolf]: its gotten up to 112 here

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: sheesh

2004-07-20 [Crimson Wolf]: yeah its not very fun when it gets that hot

2004-07-20 [Tanzi Took]: Hellooooooooo!

2004-07-20 [shellyangel]: hi o.o

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: hewwo tanzi

2004-07-20 [Vixen85]: I'm in here with the place where it happened.

2004-07-20 ["Hers Always"]: lol right crystal right... lol (thats what sham said your name was)

2004-07-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^^

2004-07-20 [Shamera]: ["Hers Always"] will be taking my place, any questions about here, ask him, any questions about my leave, just read my diary. thanks

2004-07-21 [shellyangel]: heyyyyy...i like that little bamboo thingie

2004-07-21 [Mutilated witch]: really??YAY!

2004-07-21 [shellyangel]: yup yup!!

2004-07-21 [Mutilated witch]: cool!!!

2004-07-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: byebye eiko *waves*

2004-07-21 [Channy]: huzzah

2004-07-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: .......wha?

2004-07-21 [Channy]: ...just rand0m noize. lol

2004-07-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ahhhhh.......O.o

2004-07-21 [shellyangel]: lmao

2004-07-22 [Mutilated witch]: do u guys like the changes i made?

2004-07-22 [shellyangel]: *looks around, then noddles* ^^

2004-07-22 [Mutilated witch]: lol thnx

2004-07-22 [shellyangel]: you're welcome!

2004-07-22 [Channy]: Yes yes^^

2004-07-22 [Kyra Mcrea]: The dancing karate panda's are so cute!

2004-07-22 ["Hers Always"]: very nice indeed.

2004-07-22 [Kyra Mcrea]: I think their adorable. Ranma 1/2 is where they're from and it's my second favorite manga

2004-07-22 [Mutilated witch]: everyone likes them? woooohooo!!!!!!!!!

2004-07-22 [Tanzi Took]: NEW WIKI NEW WIKI!! Clinically Insane

2004-07-22 [Channy]: huzzah....

2004-07-22 [shellyangel]: HUZZZZAH!!!

2004-07-22 [Channy]: pants! o.OO.o

2004-07-22 [shellyangel]: and....ketchup? o.o'

2004-07-22 [Channy]: ...yes!!!

2004-07-22 [shellyangel]: woohoo!! *cheers and runs around in circles excitedly*

2004-07-23 [Channy]: wahei!

2004-07-23 [shellyangel]: *trips and falls flat on her face* o.o'

2004-07-23 [Channy]: oh nooo

2004-07-23 [shellyangel]: *gets back up* ...i'm okay... *wobbles*

2004-07-23 [Channy]: Lol

2004-07-24 [Shamera]: I am back, but i am sore.... just had me wisdom teeth pulled yesterday. and i just ate a taco. yum yum

2004-07-24 [Channy]: Eeee...da paaain

2004-07-25 [Shamera]: actually it doesn't hurt... its just a lil sore.

2004-07-25 [Channy]: Lol, still, hope you feel better

2004-07-25 [Shamera]: yea i willl. ^^

2004-07-26 [Channy]: yay!

2004-07-28 [Vixen85]: Pandas are so cute, and your gallery looks great Eiko!

2004-07-28 [Vixen85]: [Kyra Mcrea] wants to know whether you've going to get more anime pandas

2004-07-30 [vicky_s]: hey eiko, its tara!^^

2004-07-30 [vicky_s]: i didnt know you got your wisdom teeth pulled! im getting mine pulled in september...right now im getting fillings *screams*

2004-08-02 [Shamera]: hehe hewwo tara! ^^ how are you?

2004-08-02 [Avoral]: ^_^ ^_^ ^_^!!!!!!

2004-08-09 [Channy]: pants!

2004-08-09 [Avoral]: *Hides from pants*

2004-08-09 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *hugs avoral*

2004-08-09 [Channy]: oh leave the pants be!

2004-08-09 [Avoral]: *Hugs [Rain Kissed Angel] back!* *Pets the [Channy] because he remembers her*

2004-08-09 [Channy]: huzzzaaah!^^ I'm lurved *purs*

2004-08-09 [Avoral]: Of course you are! *Loves upon*

2004-08-09 [Channy]: Awww, ^^ so how is everyone?

2004-08-10 [Kyra Mcrea]: The Kyra person is hungry.

2004-08-12 [Channy]: ...den go be eating some meat *drools*

2004-08-12 [Avoral]: Tee hee, you said meat.